the bright light

Why does the night always bring the light
To bring back the life that was leftover from the night
To show true your fears that the light has not shined for years
To bring back that light that was spent last night
When you know life is never real clear
When the shadows of darkness hide your fears
When you wake up the day and it wont go away
You know inside the light is not bright
Why does the night always bring the light

"THATS LIFE"

Karma, some say what comes around goes around! Is this really true or is this something they just wanna believe in? Often we see in the news that some high power figure has run astray with millions of others money. But how often do we hear of them actually doing any time or paying much of of a fine. If your a Hollywood movie star it is almost expected of you to at some point in your life become hooked on dope, alcohol, have sex on tape and have it released to the public. Look how many stars have gotten arrested for drinking and driving or drug possession. They go to court and donate some money to a charity of the judges choice or make a commercial saying how bad what they had done is. If i was caught driving drunk or having drugs on me i would be typing this from my 6x6 cell as would you. And we wonder why kids think as long as you have money you have power. Or society in general almost looks the other way when a prominate figure gets busted for something, its like well he made some good films , passed a few decent bills, sold millions of records we should just give him a warning. I guess they figure if they bust all the working class and fine the hell out of them they can afford to let the wealthy or famous slide by. I think the last time society dropped its morals and hated their neighbors and used everything to make profit or gain, lack of support for the government and an overall dis concern for anything that wasn't theirs was right about the time of the civil war kinda funny how karma comes around loll just some thoughts

Sunday evening blues

Well another boring weekend what can i say nothing to do but study and nap. Not actually just some time to spend alone not always a bad thing. Actually went out on sat and was amazed at the way some people conduct themselves and say they are adults. How about the super materialistic people that will not talk to you unless your wearing all the brand name labels and flashy jewelry. I think when you meet someone out like at a club or bar that you are really just meeting the shell they want you to see. They all have great jobs and make big money have no cares in the world. They have the hair all done up nails shinning smelling like about two hundred dollars of perfume spilled on them. Then you sometimes get to know them and the shell has a crack, look in is the grass really greener on the other side . Don't get me wrong i love the ladies but i think if you wanna meet someone and be truthful the whole way why all the bullshit dating games? I think society has people geared to think that way to make it all seem better than it really is. Why sugar coat the truth because people these days cannot handle the truth the are so used to being PC and not wanting to offend anyone that society has become this big sissy we have to appease or they will get upset. These are just some of the reasons that i have a real problem with people in general these days. No respect not a care for the person beside them as long as they can step on you on their way to the top.

Just Another Sunday Night

They say be careful what you wish for it may just come true. Me being a snow lover and avid snowmobile rider have been wishing for a good snow this season and boy did we get one ! Friday mid afternoon it started with little flurries, a light snow , blowing around as the cars passed along the roads. As the day went longer the snow seemed to pick up its pace as well as change its texture to a more wet heavy flake. Darkness fell and so did the snow heavy wet flakes falling at a rate of 2-3 inches an hour. As i sat inside watching the snow got more intense than i have seen in years. After waiting til around midnight and after a brief nap i was off to go out and play in this white beauty. Now it was snowing intensely, sometimes sideways as the wind blew it like white sheets flapping in a warm summers breeze. I had cleared my sidewalks twice already and there was now another 3-4 inches on the walks again. As i geared up putting on layers off warm clothing i could hear the sounds of other snowmobiles racing up and down the roads. In my township they don't tend to get to the roads to quick so what snow had fallen so far was now 9- 10 inches and had not been plowed yet. The roads were empty of cars and noisy tractor trailers.
It felt as if i was the only one moving about everyone else snow bound in their homes. We rode all through the night and into the morning stopping only for gas and a short and much needed bathroom stop. We ended up eating breakfast at a waffle outside of Baltimore keeping in my mind i live in pa, about 70 miles from there. After eating and refueling for the long and tiresome ride home we headed out. First we rode straight up rt. 83 to york and dropped a few friends there then back to Dover to an others house, finally ending up home around 11:45 sat morning . Not realizing what i was coming home to as i pulling in to realize wow i now have to shovel this freaking mess. After taking a nice nine hour power nap and a long, hot shower i felt ready to conquer the task at hand. So i drove to Lowe's in Hanover and bought a snow blower and had the job done in 20 minutes . I bet you thought i was really going somewhere with this story but nope!! All yeah the Superbowl was good happy Monday A...B......C..... ya

Sunday Evening Post

Not really sure what to post here or yet how i really feel about this whole blog thing. So i guess for my first blog i will just lay out some of my pros and cons of blogging. As much as people differ in the world so do each individuals opinions and values on certain matters. Just because you have the right to do something or say something and remain protected doesn't in every ones minds make it right.

I do agree that each person has the right to be heard and to voice their own opinion on things that matter to them. Blogging does give you that freedom and allows almost exclusive ability to hide their idenity. I think some of the blogs that are set up for support of a family's hard times with a cancer patient or a family's with members overseas in war zones are awesome. Allowing someone to type even one word to say hi or just to voice their feelings for the day may in some ways be just the thing that's gets them by. Blogging allows you to see that there are other people in the world that are having tough times that may be affecting your own life. As well as for you to maybe get free advice or knowledge on a subject that you normally would not feel comfortable talking to someone about. Again these are just some of my thoughts on the support of blogging.

As many pros for blogging there are, i think you can find just as many cons to support the subject. If you always put your thoughts out for the public to see then do you really have any privacy. When you blog and start to gain and audience people then start to form a opinion of you, what you may look like, or dress like, your income level, education level. Here is where i don't care for blogging when someone whom you have never met suddenly finds out that's its you they are reading and wants to change the way you view things or say your mean for feeling the way you do on a certain subject. In my opinion writing in general is someones most intimate thoughts or impressions and should never be up for public view. Could you imagine if you blogged for a month that all you did was use people or do horrible things, steal, use drugs whatever and then after that month you revealed your identity what kind of hate mail you would get. People would instantly judge you based on what you wrote and without a question as to the truth of the writings they would have already formed their own opinion of what you look like, drive, and how much money you make in a year.Just because someone blogs it doesn't mean its the truth or you have the right to judge them.

Thanks for taking the time to read my feeling on this matter. As i hope it has enlightened you to the free space you have to fill someones head with complete and utter bullshit that you know nothing about or the opportunity to piss off and ruin a persons day that you have never met before in your life. One thing for certain i am dam glad that at least we have the right to do this to each other in this great land we call U.S.A.

first post

this is my first post for everyone to see will return later